what did it turn out to be? These days I have seen many new faces, many black hearts, and lots of underhand chicks...I chose to trust others, but betrayed by them, then I chose to not to trust, then it made me feel much worse...What should I do? The more I know about this world, the more painful I feel. I really admire those people who always keep a pure mind, haven't been affected by any evils at all. There's always two different ideas fighting in my mind, towards different things, never stop for a single moment, I am really tired and want to scream out! How to say? Very often if you expect too much, it will turn out to be more disappointing. Seems like life is playing funny games with us or testing us….whatever you call it! All the time it is reminding you that world is full of different people and you will always be put to the test and have to deal with the mean ones too. You just need to remember, not all of them are bad, not all of them are good either. Do you feel the same when you really want to say something with the purpose to let someone know that their behavior is unacceptable or even hurting? You thought maybe now is the time to contribute to the change for their better. But it is not, it is none of your business, you just need to shut up and leave them alone.