Diary 1__When I speak English in English center, I feel shy I don't know it why,but when i speak english in my english center, i feel shy. I study english in some english center, i think there is good place.I started at the beginning, this time let me feel boring .because is very easy.just like "one,two three ",step by step i entered the intermediate level, OMG i think is very difficult .I usually don't know what to do in class. "Who i am? Where i am? What should i do?What should i speak?" I usually 一脸懵逼(only the Chinese word can be expressed my feel) look my english teacher and partner, smile and smile and just smile. I think my classmates is very smart , they can use a lot of advanced vocabulary talk about some topic in class ,but i'm not.I think they can chitchat with my foreign language teacher in class ,but i'm not. So…i don't want to speak english in my english center, more and more. because i fell i look like outsider in english class. That is not good. I like my english teacher but i don't want to talk with him. because my english is not good. In the end, I would use to a Chinese phrase describe my fell —— 大写的囧==！