Please correct my English I'ts too long so I separate the diary ---The first half--- [To do everything by myself. It's important.] I made my hair cut today. To be honest, I made my hair cut myself for 4 years. Certainly I'm not hairdresser but I've become better step by step. At first time my hair was awful and I was looked down by classmate of university. But I don't have choice to stop anything because of getting laughed by people and my hair become looks better. "Do myself what I can do." "Never buy something that I can get for free from somewhere" If I can't get then think "whether I create". If I can get or create everything by myself, even poverty is no longer fear. I lived in overwhelming poverty. But I'm never struggling with living. When I have no money, I can set a trap nearby river and make preserved food of eel, crab, shrimp, etc.... And we can get a large amount of vegetables for free by delivering to farmers. In spring I can get horsetail on field. If only I have rice, it's no problem for food. By the way I didn't talk about location rich in nature. My university is in Tokyo. What I talk is all in Tokyo. I've lived in city with such life style. Fufu, ware you surprised, right? Get and create things in some way. Think how to get. I'm such person since many years ago and I think this mind is a part growing me. Now it's my utmost character and advantage. When problem happens, you can see a person well who is just embarrassed and won't to find solution. It's cause that the world became too convenient and he is used to be given. ----Continued to the second half----