My childhood

I always tried to be independent in everything, I used to ride a bike alone  every  night to get into a special Math class in secondary school.   At that time my village didn't have any lights on small dirt roads and there weren't many houses on both sides of the road. My only thought was I have to get into that class because I wish I could have a better education like kids in the city.  I don't want to be as almost all the kids in my countryside , I wanted to be someone. Before I was aware of studying, I almost had a part of childhood like other kids in the countryside, I didn't study much in school and I was active all day in outside activities that kids created like climbing trees, going fishing, catching insects and letting them fight each other and teasing dogs to watch them run. The time that other kids would  spend with their family, I was often alone because my dad came back really late from work and my mom had died.  I often burned a small fire with a piece of wood to cook water and wait for him return. I was often mad at him because I couldn't have things the other kids had but from my heart I know I was always happy when he came back in the right time. I got good grades from school and he said that's good for you , I really hoped he would give me compliments. Because of his struggling, he often said I sold his health when I got his money to pay for classes like kids in city.  I thought I should have received education like normal kids in the village but I couldn't . I wanted to reach something that is different and I did it . I got into the best high school there. It was a dream of other kids too but without costing much,  I feel sad and happy when think about that time . I want to write much more now but I'm starting to cry ..