It rains out side It rains outside tonight ,but it was a sunny day today ,crying for me ? No,I don't need maybe .I don't need sympathy.But thank you Jesus. It was last night that I was pushed over the cliff.I was crying for help,Adela woke me up,it is just a dream.But ,the experience today is truely like the feeling in the dream.Is it something that is called a kind of prediction? Hoping for today,but a depressing day,by myself or you?Although in the same city ,I can feel the distance .Inner Mongolia,though far ,I can feel you.Is it something called illusion? I accidentally remembered the Summer Rain and the parallel.The parallel go streight ,have no connection but accompanys each other.Maybe God just want to give something called pity to you to recall.Or it ,some thing called "あい", just as said comes and goes like summer rain.