Failure? Or not! This is finally happening! I can't believe it! The thing is I am a first year medical student, and more precisely a repeater. My all day slobbing out attitude and neglection were the main causes to this. Of course I was mad at myself and I regreted taking it too light but at the same time I was always positive about this. I failed the first year, I made mistakes and I fell. But I didn't have time to cry and depress over it because I knew this will lead me nowhere! I didn't allow the smallest amount of depression to take over me, I only had time to think about what was not going right and did my best to fix it, I worked hard to improve myself. It was hard indeed, the path seemed so long, It drained all of my energy out of me, there are times when I thought there is no end to this, there were no mere sight of it. Yet, I never lost hope, I didn't surrender to the devils in my mind telling me to give up. Now I finally made it to the second year, I am even really excited to start again, as a better person, a stronger one. Hope and dedication will always be leading my way to success.