I put down my clothes down for to feeling the cold wind on my chest.
And in my thoughts appear an only  just one phrase: Everything comes and backs goes.
I feel the pain in my heart. I feel the pain in my eyes.
By the way, feeling the pain it’s is becoming normal for to me.
In the starting beginning, I liked the to feel the pain on my all whole body. But now, I don’t like it. 
Now I am 45 years old. And I do two things in my life:
Work a lot and sometimes I walk with my dog. By the way wall, the dog of mine it’s my dog is a little and boring. I couldn’t choice choose its breed race, because my wife picked him out for me (OMG). My son is a young, He just started a dating. He's never is at home. Every weekend he goes out with his friends.
When I was young, I remembered my first experience with the marijuana.
Amazing! All my problems rapidly  disappeared fast when I met my friends and we smoked it.
I need to confess for you one thing to you: I’ve thought about smoking marijuana again.
I was free. Now, I live together with the "Flofly," the name of my dog (other time, my wife gave this strange name (OMG again)). 
Will this be my  a crisis of middle age crisis?
I don't know but the feeling the sensation  of being high one more time that’s sensation, it will would be an amazing.

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Married with child

Married with child

I put down my clothes down for to feeling the cold wind on my chest.
And my thoughts appear an only Phrase: Everything comes and backs.
I feel the pain in my heart. I feel the pain in my eyes.
By the way, feeling the pain it’s is becoming normal for to me.
In the starting beginning , I liked the to feel the pain on my all whole body. But now, I don’t like it.
Now I am 45 years old. And I do two things in my life:
Work a lot and sometimes I walk with my dog. By the way wall, the dog of mine it’s my dog is a little and boring. I couldn’t choice choose its breed race, because my wife picked him out for me (OMG). My son is a young, He just started a dating. He's never is at home. Every weekend he goes out with his friends.
When I was young, I remembered my first experience with the marijuana.
Amazing! All my problems rapidly  disappeared fast when I met my friends and we smoked it.
I need to confess for you one thing to you: I’ve thought about smoking marijuana again.
I was free. Now, I live together with the "Flofly," the name of my dog (other time, my wife gave this strange name (OMG again)).
Will this be my  a crisis of middle age crisis?
I don't know but the feeling the sensation  of being high one more time that’s sensation, it will would be an amazing.