one diary of mine Title: Thinking May first,raining outside,alone in the dormitory,feel lonely but no other activity,many ideas have in mind,but no one can be really done,not only for the weather,but also for many other countless reasons…… One of a plan is go to the far away city to see you two,it's about one year that i haven't see you,i just miss you as every daughter miss their mother,and me also, maybe i am not strong enough in my heard,and can not help missing you, but you just kill my thinking at the begining,i am your D,but it was not me beside you,so sorrowful， sometimes i cry not because i am weak,it's because i am strong for too long,and i am about to burst into tears at some moment,but i don't even know why，i will compelling to be more stronger,but when recalled,don't say that opportunities never come,it came but you just unwilling to give up the things you own,but i wish,i hope,and i willing...... Memories,beautiful but very hurt at the same time,memories,memory of the past but can not go back,a good memory even hurts more,when we were young,happiness is a very simple thing.Grew up,simple is very happy,i am also want things be simple,but there are things that we don't want to happen,but have to accept,things we don't want to know,but have to learn,and people we can't live without,but have to let go,what we can do is just accustomed to this rule,but never to complain that life is too unfair to you,because life simply does not know who you are! There is a saying that,Look not mournfully into the past,it comesnot back again.Wisely improve the Present,it's thine,Go forth to meet the shadowy Futhure without fear.So,it's better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember,and be sad.And i also gotna be right..... The most important thing in life is not the triumph but the struggle.The essential thing is not to have conquered but to have fought well.——Pierre de Coubertin