Accompany I am still busy in my work and also feel tired , but everything is getting better . I finally get the balance on my work,so It's the important good news to me. "Work hard ,play hard" like my situation recently. It's really interesting and fulfilling on weekends. But maybe I let my family feel lonely sometimes. I really feel free and happy with my friends , but I forget the deal which I have ever said.It made much blames on me,when I enjoyed the time with my friend. I can imagaine that someone just waiting for you to come back and having the dinner together.It's really weired that when you chase something but also would let someone hurt. What if you just keep going on? I think you would be the loneliest one when you arrived the end. I feel free to be myself but It becomes to the selfish person somehow. I didn't want to hurt anyone who is important in my life .After getting the fight I know that we are still love each other so much.It reminds me of something that I need to change. I have been trying that don't put too much attention to something. I have to put more attention to somthing I loved or interested. And don't make any preparatory condictions before you get know something first. Maybe it will bring some surprising or incredible things into your life. Sometimes I just want to say ,If I run too fast or too far away , I wouldn't forget you. I still come back for you. You always be my warm blanket in my heart as I am always want to be your cozy scarf. To my dearest mom. I am a really sentimental person. (sigh)