Some words about him I met Ilnar on work. He was one of two my bosses. Ilnar attracted my attention immedeately. He was different from the others. I was so stressed by my new job. We communicated every day for work. I felt silly because I coudn't understand well my work at first. Then I adapted. I think he attracted to me by something special inside of him. I don't know by what. He was 31 and he had an ordinary apparence. The other workers didn't like Ilnar. He was strong and rude with them. I heard nobody who had talked something good about him. It seems he used his power to treat people in a severe way. Maybe because he wasn't too happy like me? One day in a conversation with one of my collegues I've known that Ilnar didn't have a girlfriend. Not married and without girlfriend. Nowdays it isn't often in the life. The most people have a boy/girlfriend or a family. If their relashionship is broken they find very quickly an another partner. Of course, there are people with problems who is not able to meet a suitable person for them. The people like this aren't numerous in comparison with the most. So, Ilnar was alone by my collegue. What lovely news! He is free and he has the same "illness" like me - no relationship. He looked very confident, so I thought it was impossible for him to be alone. Everything can be true. I didn't notice me fell in love with Ilnar. I was very glad to see him every day, to speak to him, to know he is not far. At the same time I was very angry and frustrated. He was so close to me and so far. He was inaccessible for me. A treasure you can never have.