Is this correct egnlish?plaese help. Since I realize I have to hide my life with blanket. Have no guts to choose the right path of life. Pretending to be something else but not as me Wanted to live as who I am but out of fear I have to keep myself silent. Feels like my life is like a fish living without water struggling to get into the water to survive. Do not have the legal right to love someone whom I love Wanted to carry the relationship of love further Caring each other, till dead! But the stupid law of country and the ugly thought of people prevent us to love. Now I'm faded, have no hopes for love And I think my dead is my only solution to get rid of this painful life. Hope in future my wish may come true though if I'm not there.