Day 10. Something you always think "What if..." about I am a dreamer and I like to imagine "What if..." Maybe because I am not satisfied with my present life or just because it helps to be more creative and find right solutions to your problems. I found useful to do so-called morning pages when you dampen all your thoughts on paper. So what do I often reflect about? Well, sometimes I think "What if I moved to another country with a warm climate, would my life change?" I dream about it when it is cold here, in Russia and the weather is really chilly and gloomy. Today, for example, it is about -20 and you cannot do anything else but to stay in and drink how tea. So such climate make you prevent going out to meet with friends or to exercise. Next point that bothers me a lot these days is: "What if I did not give up my dreams and studied what I was passionate about?" Probably, now I would not be so frustrated and would not be concerned so much about my future career. I would be a painter or a designer and would live a creative life. Finally, what if a were not so reserved and fearful when I was a teenager? Would my life be different and more fulfilled? Yes, I do regret about many things, but, hopefully, I will be able to live my life from now on.