Hi Beth:) happy new year to you!!!! U are not alone. You are a such beautiful woman and smiling makes you charming:) don't be sad!! Share u with my story and let u know u are not the only one under the same situation. Actually I just broke up with my boyfriend last week. I allow myself to cry no later than two days because crying couldn't change the fact and my boyfriend will not come back, also everything will not get better. I could tell u that now I am still sad and feel heartbroken but I have been trying so hard to make myself get happier. Leave both of you a space which means leave yourself a space as well. Love should be simple. Pushing ur luck will be a burden to each other. It was ridiculous that I didn't totally understand the thing until I broke up with my boyfriend. So I want to tell u that separating is not the worst thing. Look at me, I understand more and grew up a bit. If u only focus on the things or persons u missed/lost, u would not see more what u have.

寂寞的定义

除夕，我终于明白寂寞的定义，才知道我的人生中有多寂寞。没有一个人对我说祝你新年快乐，(我)没有一个人可以陪我一起过夜，没有一个人可以亲吻。现在我放三天假，但是可以做什么？(我)没有一个人可以给打电话，没有一个人可以去看(did u mean: meet? 見面？）。我只能在家，只能在这里一个人坐，想到我喜欢但不可以拥有的男人， 只能一个人吃饭，一个人睡觉，一个人做任何事。除夕，我终于明白寂寞的定义就是我。

寂寞的定义

除夕，我终于明白寂寞的定义，才知道我的人生中有多寂寞。没有一个人对我说祝你新年快乐，我没有一个人可以陪我一起过夜，没有一个人可以亲吻。现在我放三天假，但是可以做什么？我没有一个人我可以给打电话，没有一个人可以去看。我只能在家，只能在这里一个人坐着，想到我喜欢但不可以拥有的男人， 只能一个人吃饭，一个人睡觉，一个人做任何事。除夕，我终于明白寂寞的定义就是我。

寂寞的定义

在元旦这一天，我终于明白寂寞的定义，才知道我的人生中有多寂寞。没有一个人对我说“新年快乐”，没有一个人可以陪我一起跨年，没有一个人可以拥抱亲吻。现在，我有三天的假期，但是我可以做什么呢？没有一个人可以跟我煲电话粥，更有没可以去探望的朋友。我只能待在家里，只能自己一个人静静的坐着，思念着我喜欢却不可以拥有的男人， 只能一个人吃饭，一个人睡觉，一个人做任何事。元旦，我终于明白寂寞就是我。