The twisted emotional expressions to families of my mom Since my mom called me on the phone, I was wondering how could she being so pretentious that obstructed my decision of working without any empathy.This kinda of crap,have happened so many years,and unfortunatelly never changed at all.She almost obstructed me everything she have known.My mom was a single mother, which means she fostered me in ages alone.That is ture she was a independent and strong woman as a mom.But how about the aspect of mentally?Is that the same as physical? Not likely. She was also being really crucial , when she pointed out others's issues whatever they are,even include the most intimate relationship like me.As the same time she was being stronger , also she was being more agressive to others.And she never realize about that. Another thing about her that inspired me thought deeply was her reaction of rejection and ignoring. She would being really angry and dispoint in abnormal ways , which means she would gave a bunch of harsh words to you like trash ,garbage,loser,and useless stuff,when someone ignored her feeling or requirement, like forgot give her a phone call,someone complained about her dinner,and someone refused her advices or quests. So on the other hand I realized,she couldn't even express her vulnerable in a properly way.And also she couln't face her shame.She IS a VULNERABLE PERSON.And the more she depressed , the more she being harsh.It was a never ending cycle if she couln't face it .