3rd Diary_2016.12.14 Last night made a phone call with my old colleage at university, she gave me a big lecture, but useful for me more or less. Everytime finding a careless mistake frustrates me a lot, actually I know I can change it if I pay enough attention to the things I'm doing, but when a lot of things especially the deadline come along, I can't help being anxious and can't concentrate. After work I tell myself to be patient and calm down, but it doesn't work when things come. I had a dream about my director last night, he became very kind in the dream——very different from he is in the true life. Strangely, I feel less scared of him after the dream. Maybe fear just comes from my imagination more or less, mayge things not that bad in the reality.