Second Diary_2016.12.12 This is my 2nd diary here. After the 1st one I've felt much better, even better than I wrote in Chinese. Maybe it's a kind of proof that you seize a little skill or get a little progress that could give you some relief. I've been prepared to travel Switzerland duaring spring festival vacation since last weekend. Preparing for a journey is an interesting thing, it includes getting to know the culture,landscape,transportation,accomodation and all of things about one place, it needs to learn the experience from those who have been there, and combine it with my own preference and give a new plan finally. The plan has almost finished, just need to wait for the passport.I can't help imagine the fantastic view there, but I'm not sure if there will be a positive effect to get far away from my normal life for a few days , or just make me tired of this life style more. I find that doing something with an exact purpose will be disappointed in a high possibility, so I should do everything just for self-promoted but anything else, judgements from others are just references, not standards. but this thought makes me more anxious becaose I realize how weak I am. So just do something and stick to them.