Absolute emptiness As I said I would try to write something everyday and nothing new has happened to me I just wanted to talk about the absolutely emptiness that I feel lately. One of the advantages o

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Absolute emptiness As I said I would try to write something everyday and nothing new has happened to me I just wanted to talk about the absolutely emptiness that I feel lately. One of the advantages of writting in a language that is not my mother tongue is that probably no acquaintance is going to read this. The issue is that I have been too busy for a long time (mainly since september of the last year) and I didn´t enjoy the stress, I couldn´t stop or even when I stopped I had the feeling that I shouldn´t. I sense that I have lost my time even when I was doing things that I normally enjoy because in fact my preassure didn´t let me leave in peace. On the other hand now the problem is just the opposite, all that long active stage of my life has finished and I feel empty. I know that better times will come and I have plans for a not so far future, but I feel that I have nothing important to do and I am a person that doesn´t stand the inactivity. Besides, I don´t feel confident at all about passing my first certificate english exam. I am terrified about it. If I am not able to pass it in january I won´t be able to ask for a certain fellowship and I will have less possibilities to get another one. Obviously I would lose my money too, as the exam is very expensive in my opinion. :S

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Absolute emptiness

As I said I would try to write something everyday and nothing new has happened to me lately, I just wanted to talk about the absolutely emptiness that I feel lately. One of the advantages of writting writing in a language that is not my mother tongue is that probably no it is unlikely that any of my acquaintances is are going to read this.
The issue is that I have been was too busy for a long time (mainly since September of the last year) and I didn´t enjoy the stress, I couldn´t stop or even when I stopped could I had the feeling that I shouldn´t. I sense felt that I have had lost my time even when I was doing things that I would normally enjoy because in fact my the pressure didn´t let me leave in leave me any peace. On the other hand now the problem is just the opposite, all that long active stage of my life has finished and I feel empty. I know that better times will come and I have plans for a not so far the not so distant future, but I feel that like I have nothing important to do and I am a person that doesn´t can't stand the inactivity.
Besides, I don´t feel confident at all about passing my first certificate english exam. I am terrified about it. If I am not able to pass it in January I won´t be able to ask for a certain fellowship (I'm not sure what you mean by fellowship in this context) and I will have less possibilities chances to get another one. Obviously I would lose my money too, as the exam is very expensive in my opinion. :S

You write very well in English! Really all the corrections I have made are just to help it sound more native.

I am sorry that you are feeling so empty right now though! It sounds like you are putting yourself under too much pressure and getting lost to a sense of obligation. Why not use this time to discover yourself a bit more? Spend time finding out what you enjoy, what helps you relax and what makes you come alive. And also talk about this with someone that you trust! I know it can be hard sometimes but it's so, so good for you to have honest communication!

Absolute emptiness

As I said, I would try to write something everyday and nothing new has happened to me. I just wanted to talk about the absolute emptiness that I have felt lately. One of the advantages of writting in a language that is not my mother tongue, is that probably no acquaintance is going to read this.
The issue is that I have been too busy for a long time (mainly since September of the last year) and I didn´t enjoy the stress. I couldn´t stop and even when I stopped I had the feeling that I shouldn´t. I sensed that I wasted time even when I was doing things that I normally enjoy because in fact my preassure didn´t let me leave in peace. On the other hand, now the problem is just the opposite. All of that long active stage of my life has finished and I feel empty. I know that better times will come and I have plans for a not so far (near?) future, but I feel that I have nothing important to do and I am a person that doesn´t stand the inactivity.
Besides, I don´t feel confident at all about passing my first certificate English exam. I am terrified about it. If I am not able to pass it in January, I won´t be able to ask for a certain fellowship and I will have less possibilities to get another one. Obviously I would lose my money too, as the exam is very expensive in my opinion. :S

Good luck, Angelica!!

Absolute Emptiness

As I said, I would try to write something everyday and since/because nothing new has happened to me I just wanted to talk about the absolute emptiness that I feel lately. One of the advantages of writing in a language that is not my mother tongue is that probably none of my acquaintances is going to read this.
The issue is that I have been very busy for a long time (mainly since September of last year) and I didn't enjoy the stress, I couldn't stop and even when I stopped I had the feeling that I shouldn't. I sense that I have wasted(?) my time even when I was doing things that I normally enjoy because in fact the pressure didn't let me live in peace. On the other hand, now the problem is just the opposite, all that long active stage of my life has finished and I feel empty. I know that better times will come and I have plans for the near future, but I feel that I have nothing important to do and I am a person who cannot stand inactivity.
Also, I don´t feel confident at all about passing my first certificate English exam. I am terrified about it. If I am not able to pass it in January I won´t be able to ask for a certain fellowship and I will have less possibilities to get another one. Obviously I would lose my money too, as the exam is very expensive in my opinion. :S

Very well written!

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