Everything is different I'm afraid and I don't know why I'm trying to escape from my mind. Lost in desperation from a cold night I try to catch some good memories but I realize I'm not actually living the life, The life I'd like to live and that's not right. Don't let me suffer at the end of the tiny line Which separates the sadness And happiness. I just don't want to lie, To you, to me Anymore. I need to feel alive. Paint the reality, put some light Where I've been hiding from myself and I, I give you my thoughts and fears. For you to save them and hold me tight Give me reasons to smile Again, before I mentally die. Sincerely and purely, Tonight.