diary I woke up at 10 a.m. and watched "Rain Man". I watched it with my dad when I was a child because he likes this movie. I didn't remember the story of the movie so I watched it again. It was such a great movie as people say and it reminded me of my dad as well. I studied English grammar and made Thai food. After that, I went to work. It was pretty busy because I had to cook and serve. Normally, I do just one position, this means I'm just a waitress or a cook in a day. However, I had to cook meals and after finishing cook, I had to serve as well! Of course I got tired but my boss gave a glass of wine and a couple glasses of Japanese sake. It made me happy but I was a little bit drank. Today, I woke up later than usual the time was already 11.30 a.m.. I drunk a full glass of water at one time to refresh. I called my boyfriend who lives in Japan. Recently, I feel lonely when I think about him. He hangs out with some of his friends many times and they are so close but I hadn't seen him more than half a year. I think it is kind of jealous I don't feel like this. It makes me feel that I'm selfish. I should hang in there about it because I come here for me.