I am not motivated any more When you start learning and practicing new language , you feel excited and happy . you feel that you are discovering new things and that you are going over your boundary ,, you practice using different ways , listening speaking reading and writing . and you focus on your goal , I want to be fluent to achieve my dreams , I want to go abroad , I should get a scholarship to make further education ,. But, suddenly you feel upset , you feel stupid , you feel that you will never achieve your dreams ,,, you try to express your feeling to friends and family , they just said you are not obliged to do it , you can stay here .....no motivation anymore .