recent things I work for laboratory.I hope to work in the other laboratory in another contry when I graduate from doctoral course. So I want to speak and write english well. However I feel I am spinning my wheels with my English. Today I discussed with co-worker in other laboratory. He knew the many things related to the our project. While I felt that I am not capable of managing the project. So I thought that I have quite decided to hardly study about the project. I believe that this experience nurture me.