English is so difficult! Well, I am a pretty positive person, and I believe in 'Nothing is impossible'. But English is terribly difficult as I speak and write. Just because I have so much trouble in speaking and writing doesn't mean I feel comfortable with listening and reading. Memorizing advanced words, academic words does not intensify my English at all. That just makes me the person who is able to get a higher score on the test. Making mistakes is good only when speaking, not writing at all. Keeping the paragraphs consistent is a second thing. I am so confusing when I have to choose the words I use. Should I put 'a' here? Is that an uncountable noun? Is this word suitable for the context? So many questions! I know this is what it takes to be mastering English. Maybe all people who are capable of speaking like native speakers (at least not having problems with English) went through that hardship. Learning a new language, the most challenging thing might be that I am not sure how funny my errors would be. With native language, we do simply catch the awkard part and fix that in mind automatically. Even though I get accustomed to using some word by learning with dictionary, news, book, etc., I will never know how it works, I just can guess.