Going Closer to Your Heart by Going Somewhere Far just received a best compliment i have ever had from a friend. her magical words have been also obsessed with my mind for few days. below is what was happening: (we had conversation on line messager at a night) i told her i felt bored and felt like nothing to do for the unexpected free period i had before going back to china. i asked her, what the image of mine is from her view? she replied, a girl always does what she really likes to do with huge brave, yet sometimes might have concerns like a little girl but those concerns seem like just saying and wiping out soon from mind. generally you stick to your goal all the time after making a decision. Over the past half year after moving to shanghai, things were not going that well....such as kept changing my job, broke up, got ill for a few times, etc. everything seems like dissuading me staying in shanghai from time to time. what i encountered was a mess, especially i should live in this expensive city without stable revenue as well as someone i could really reply on. i felt so stressful, one of the lucky thing may be i have a few of friends. but they can just give me mental support and that's all. i still should work everything out on my own. so my friend's comment on me matters to me, which recognises me that you are living in a cool way for your life. even though it's quite risky, but at least you are in pursuit of what you like. it's kind of a transitional period i believe. keep my faith! :)