New house ,new feeling?Be young or getting older? Finally,we got a new house to move in.After 25 years old ,our family bought a new house ,did the perfect design by ourselves. at first ,i think ,i will be excited for moving in. but ,when the timing was coming ,i feel nothing , i just think ,yes ,it's good ,finally ,i have my own room,no more share. i don't konw why ,why i am not excited, why am i so calm down,what i show to the world ,i feel ,i am becaming older ,no more what a young people should do . when i get ,or when i lose ,i feel nothing ,not too much happy ,or not too much sad .this is not right ,but i don't know how to change what i am.