It is raining It is raining outside... I hate rain because it makes me fell lonely. At that moment, I only want to call my real friends to talk. Those friends who I used to be happy when I talk to, do not care about any sensitive stories and about how I look like... Sometimes, I want to forget all memories. Sometimes, I want to remove all the target that I have set out. I want to lose myself without thinking... But I am not living alone in this world. I have my family, and I believe that if I disappear, many people will miss me. Therefore, I have to do my best because I should take responsiblity for them. I told myself that I am doing well, just need a little more attempt. Close my heart and open my mind. Do not close the eyes. I will.