why I learn English more and more people are learning English, it isn't being special any more, but why I am learning it? I have not idea, maybe I just like its pronunciation or it sounds very cool. I don't know it's when I start to like American movies & British movies, they're greatful, whatever its plot or human character, just amazing, maybe I just used to chinese movies and TV series, whatever, I just wanna can read English without any obstacle. So I started to focus on learning English, but it's so difficult to me, I can't remember words, so many words I have to remember and it's easy to forget what you have remembered,oh Jesus. also the grammar, so many rules you need to be obey, that mess me up [emoji][emoji] ...... how being happy when you learning English? Please correct my article if there are some mistakes, and give me some suggestion