Big trip to Asia with only one backpack. Hard beginning. I always write positive words and posts. And I just started doing the same but it would not be truth this time. As usual all the people feel so exciting and happy when they are going to some trip. All the day they have big big smile and shining eyes. As for me this time I feel absolutely other way. How can you go for a big trip to Asia with only one backpack with one-way ticket? The answer is very simple. You should quit your best work ever, sell you lovely car, MiniCooper, for example, and go into the unknown. These thoughts were attack me in airport 9 of October 2014. That feeling when all your friend are looking at you and happy for you, but you are crying, because you don't understand anything. you dont even understand what kind of place are you going to now, what you gonna do there and how it possible to leave you lovely bulldog here. That happens when you gonna make come true another person's dream. But when some time is passes this dream becomes your dream too. And when you feel it, your world turns so different when it was. And you started to live all your life. Live, to smell all flavours of around, to rejoice for all you new people, place and landscape. To be continued. I would be grateful if you can correct this text.