Ughh my life Ughh I'm so annoyed right now. I actually was going to write this in Spanish but I just didn't feel like it. It's been a while since I wrote in my notebook about real issues. So I just want to talk about a serious issue that I'm dealing with right now, well because no one I know personally is on this lol, so it doesn't really matter. Anyways, I'm seriously depressed. Not the fake trending, every "tumblr" kid wants to be, depressed. I am legit depressed. It's like I can't find happiness in ANYTHING! I feel so terrible because I am a child of Christ and I should NOT be feeling this way, but I do. And for the LONGEST, I've been trying to help it and free myself from it but it's like each time I just manage it and I don't get any better. As of now I'm contemplating a therapist, but I doubt my parents will pay for it. I'm just thinking that I'm starting to really need one because my negative thoughts are getting the best of me, and I don't want to change for the worst. Well that's all I have for today, sorry not sorry it's so sad, it's just how life is going for me right now. I'm just asking for Prayers that my happiness improves and my overall wellbeing. Thank you al and have a blessed day. :)