hey how are you? Honestly, I dont know how you felt. Sometimes I thought no matter what I did or said, it wouldn't affect you. So I guess I tried to make it seem like I didnt care at all. In reality it was torture for me not being able to talk to you. I do consider you before me but I really did think that I didnt matter to you. You may not believe such things but its true. I dont know how to be any different. this is reason i left you. sorry but i still miss you