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Lying in bed as usual, passing time watching the ceiling and listening to the noise coming form my neighbors apartment that does not end until the husband leaves the house.

Listening to them become the only habit that I have, I use it a game, " What type of names they will call each other today and will they invent a new calling name and what type of problems and on which subject?"

Listening to them has become the only habit I have, it is a game "What type of names will they call each other today,  will they invent new names? What problems will the have today?

Lying there missing all interest in life, yet I found a way to get involved and be part of something. 

Lying there missing out on life, yet I found a way to get involved and be part of something

Suddenly the door was opened and by smell I recognized her.
She was the nurse that took a care of me for five months and I've never known her name

Suddenly the door opened and by her smell I knew who it was.

She was the nurse who had taken care of me for five months and I had never learned her name.

She started to clean me and rolled me over the bed, at that moment I will be able to see her face.
While I was in that position, I saw my sister coming in.
I missed her and she was sad and she talked to the nurse

She started to clean me and rolled me over on the bed, at that moment I was able to see her face

Then my sister came into the room.

I missed her. She was sad and she talked to the nurse.

" Do you think she will be better? it has been five months and she dose not regain her conscious, I tried to talk to her many time but she does not respond even by moving her eye?"
I was screaming inside
" No I know you , I am here I am still here!"

Do you think she will get better? It has been five months and she does not regain consciousness. I try to talk to her all the time but she does not respond. Nothing, not even moving her eyes.

I was screaming inside

No, I know you, I here, i am still here

I can not move anything I am prison on my own body the nurse retain me to old position so I could not see my sister's face now
The nurse answer with metallic voice
" My dear as I told you before when they got stork , they will stay like this for years"

I can not move anything, I am in a prison of my own body. The nurse turns me and I no longer can see my sisters face. I hear the nurses sterile voice answering my sister. 

My dear as I have told you before when someone has a stroke, they can stay like this for years.

I heard sigh form my sister, and she leave the room ,and the nurse continue her work like she was dealing with dead body and she left too, after inject the food through the tube in my stomach, so I could not taste it.
Now I do what I used to do for this five months watching the roof and wishing for another problem from my neighbor so I can feel that I am still human

I heard a sigh from my sister, and she left the room. The nurse continued her work as if she was dealing with a dead body. She too will leave, after injecting food through the tube  in my stomach, so I can not taste it.

Now I do what I do what I have done for five months.  I will watch the ceiling and wait for another problem so I can feel like I am human.