dear uncle, I miss you. love you. I sorrow for my uncle's death. He is die for myeloma this morning. I will go home in this 22th afternoon by train, to attend the funeral. This is my first time to face death when I reached an adult age. I still remember, in my 10 years old birthday, my uncle celebrates my birthday in my home and everything was very funny. He told me, "10 years B-day is very important to you, you really need a celebration!" We laughing at memories at B-day table, he has talked a lot about Chinese expeditionary TV series although I don't quiet understand about it. There is no chance to listen to that. I lost my uncle. I cried when my mom told me. there wasn't even time for me visit one last time. has it really been 2months since I last saw my uncle? I don't know what to say, I feel really bad now...so sorry to my uncle, and goodbye dear, there is no suffering, no sorrow, no pain in heaven. R.I.P.