The third wheel

The begainning from a message. She want to see me, and It was not long before she backed to Taiwan. It started with a message: she had just recently gotten back to Taiwan and she wanted to see me. 

I really excited and want to see her, too. Then we plan to go whatever we want to go and check each other's schedule. It seemed that everything went on wheels until she said she got a boyfriend. I was really excited to see her too, and we made plans to hang out and go wherever we wanted. It seemed like everything was going well until she told me about her new boyfriend (OR until she told me she had a boyfriend now).

Well, It's not bad that I really happy and gaved belssing to her. But she wanted to take her boyfriend to join us . Oh God! It's our little party,why do you want to do that?(My heart was screaming) Perhaps, she just want to introuduce him and let me know. Well, that's not a bad thing, and I was really happy and gave her my blessing. But she wanted to bring her boyfriend along to join us. Oh my God! Seriously?! This is our little party- why do you want to do that? (My heart was screaming). Perhaps she just wanted to introduce him to me so we could meet. 

Finally, I had told her the truth, I will not be there if her boyfriend comes. It doesn't mean that you can't get a boyfriend If you still want me to be your friend. Finally I had to tell her the truth, that I wouldn't be there if her boyfriend comes. It doesn't mean we can't be friends if you have a boyfriend.

For the damn thought ?: I will be embarrassed, because I am single. And I really hate being the third wheel. By the way, I feel free and happy even though I am single.

The sense of confusion overwhelmed my mind. Am I a strange person or am I too sensitive? What does make things so complicated?It makes me feel bad. What can I say, just let it be. I'm totally confused/My head is spinning with confusing thoughts. Am I a strange person? Or too sensitive? Or my friend just can't understand where I'm coming from. What make things so complicated? This is making me feel so sorry for myself.. Anyway, what can I say? I just have to let it be.

I wish I had a good guy, then maybe we could have a good day with her and her boyfriend. XD

The third wheel

We planned to go wherever we wanted. It seemed that everything went on wheels until she said she had a boyfriend.Well,it's not bad.I was really happy and blessed her. But she wanted her boyfriend to join us. Oh God! It's our little party,why did you want him to join us?My heart was screaming.Perhaps, she just wanted to introduce him to me.

Finally, I told her the truth.I told her that l didn't want to go there if her boyfriend came.             I said,"It doesn't mean that you can't have a boyfriend. But I will be embarrassed, because I am single. And I really hate being the third wheel. By the way, I feel free and happy even though I am single".

The sense of confusion overwhelmed my mind. Am I a strange person or am I too sensitive? What does make things so complicated?It makes me feel bad. What can I say, just let it be. Wish I can get a good guy and maybe we can have a good day with my friend and her boyfriend. XD