funny day today i get in touch with two friends, which was my classmate in university, two nice boys. i don't know why it happened, when i have a boyfriend, i lose so many friend, whatever girls or boys, we don't keep in touch, we don't talk a lot, we don't meet each other and have a fun. sometimes, i blame my boyfriend, actually, it should be my fault, i am lazy, i don't spend the time with my friend, i have a lover, so i keep at a distance with my friend, it wasn't right way. and now, i found my problem, and i am wrong, so i should fix it up. i need to get in touch with my friend, and spend my time to play with them. i wouldn't lose my lover and i wouldn't lose my friend, they both important to me. they are the big part in my life. it funny to talk with my friend today, it make me happy and make me feel that i am a human live in the world.