hi, myself from the future I really want to ask myself from future how i should to make the choice? I am troubled from the many choices of life. I always seem not to make the right choice. That makes me suffer. I don't know when to leave Beijing because I know I must leave here one day in the future. But I can not to make the decision waiting some signal to direct me to leave it. I live a hard life in Beijing, but I always tell myself it is getting better. I am really tired. I want to go home. I want myself from the future what decision I should make right now.