Xu, lunar new year is coming Lunar new year is coming now and suddenly I miss you than ever. I still remember when our relationship was good, then you had someone new and finally we didn't talk together. When you turned your back off, I felt like the world against me. It has been 3 years since you left, I did a lot of things to forget you. Now I try to be who I am, wear highheels and pink, swear sometimes and always remain myself not trust anyone that much. But I am missing you now, my heart still hurts when I think about you. Please come back and talk to me again, I will do anything you want, and if I do something wrong, just tell me and I will fix it no matter what