Today, Tuesday, January 19th I guess this notebook is gonna be like my diary, of some sort. Today I did what I've been doing for basically my whole vacations: I woke up late, ate breakfast and then spent the rest of the day either watching TV, playing video games, or browsing the web. There is also one thing that I've been doing everyday: hoping she (my crush) will say that she loves me or something like that happens. It's been 19 days since I told her "I love you" and, while we are still good friends, she has said nothing about that; it's like she's pretending I never said that. I requested personalized notebook with pictures of her and it's intended as a gift for her. It will arrive tomorrow and I'll invite her out and surprise her with the gift. I know she's gonna love it, but I'm also gonna write sort of a love letter inside. It's all gonna be awkward, but I'll know whether she feels the same way about me or not. (Hope she loves me)