What am I doing?
When I decided to take a year off for the sake of improving my chinese language skill, I was quite confident and didn't have a doubt about my success. Now what can I say? I have already spend 6months and I see no difference between now and then. I still want to do something great and helpful, but my lazy body refuses to get out of warm blanket.
It's really hard to accept that I failed in using my precious time deliberately. It makes me look like a fool who doesn't even understand what 'getting a job in these days' means. Recently my mom started to scold me with saying "I knew it" all the time, which makes me feel ashamed a lot.
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If it's any consolation, your English level is amazing, you almost sound native.
And I'm in pretty much the same boat as you are ^^; it's hard to figure out what to do with life, my parents are also always saying things like "you're so worthless" "we've failed at raising you" "you need to figure your life out" and such,
but we're both still young! Besides, there's so much more to being a person that what you do for work, etc. Like things as simple as kindness, or ambitions. I'm sure you have a lot of great qualities, and the pursuit of a foreign language is an admirable thing in my opinion.
Taking a year off doesn't make you a fool or a failure, keep at it! you'll figure things out!! :)
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