Audio: My OCD and I

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My OCD and I.
Warning: don't continue listening to this if you think you may get my obsessions too.
Well, I have a very silly type of OCD. It prevents me from concentrating at many things. It becomes worse while reading, even worse while reading  something I find critical or important to m (I think this sentense doesn't make sense or maybe I don't get your meaning). I work as a computer engineer and you can imagine what this means to me, reading a lot of codes everyday. And yes, I see a psychologist (I have tried 4, so far). They have prescribed different remedies. My case is improved, but not so much. My whole country has only 500 psychologists, and I don't think most of them are not very good, either. I am still suffering from it and sometimes it drives me crazy. I know I can seek help online, but this will cost me a lot, taking into account  that I live in a poor country. I plan to travel abroad, and hope to get medical treatment there, but even applying abroad is a difficult task with my OCD. Does anyone here have a similar experience? What are your suggestions?

wish to you to get better as soon as possible