2015 thoughts

2015 year will past soon,i se-reflect in the yearender of 2015, for me personally ,i changed a new job and started to study english again for my job and my hobby in 2015 . Especially for my english study i have the below thoughts:

Actually i always love english as well,when i was a pupil,i remembered that i watched CCTV news at night with my family ,when i saw our chairman met some foreign officials in that scene,there was a translator to help to translate for the chairman, i fiercely admired the person who could translate several languages. i made up my mind to learn english well in the future as soon as i saw the scene, in my middle school i liked english and studied hard ,that translator encouraged me kept me going ahead ,i always get a high mark in my every examination.but because of some reasons my english level slipped,now i think over it reason is that i could not insist studying hard on my english, finally i could not make a high score in my university Entrance Examination,i felt very regret for this.
After i graduated from my college i never use english in my job ,so i did not study it although i liked it.last year my leader request me to study english again in order to deal with my new job,in fact i really want to study,before i only want to study not to act,after i was requested by my leader i had to study it ,therefore ,i must insist studying hard for it and getting certain achievement on it .that is reason why i must study it again.

In fact,now in the new department i need to understand such a big pressure to face my leader and my colleague who graduated with english specialty or studied abroad back in order to deal with my daily job in english,when i encounter some simple problems i can resolve it ,if there are some difficulty problems ,i need to get a hand from them in english,so now english level always makes me in trouble.sometimes i feel very helpless

Learning english is a significant matter for me in the future !

Please remember that when you are talking about yourself it is 'I' and not 'i'. Also there is no space before a comma, it is after.  English is always spelt with a capital E.