enrichment of life During April, I also felt stressed out most of the time. Even when I was slept, it seems that the pressure of my courses were bearing down on me.Apparently I scarecely had a good sleep this term, except for the holidays. Fully knowing it well that I must finished reading my textbooks right now, I pushed myself forward mostly.Hu.like senior students in high school, really. Medical students are indeed medical students. As Qiu Fazu says, neither a person who don't have the morality of a Buddha, nor one who don't have the talents of a genius can be a doctor. Besides, life is all about choices. I have to make a choice, though it is a little early for a decision, cause I don't know what I am better at for now. And I know the premier task is to learn my major course well and deeply, including English. On this basis, I should do my best to foster a sense of leadership. This is the essence to do an excellent job whether as a clinician or a developer of medical machines or administrative officer. I have set some shot-term goals inwardly and I will make endless efforts to achieve them, and keep up with you. It appears that there are not many evident changes on me. Perhaps in fact there are some. Remember? At the beginning of this term, I have bought the book "love and loneliness"--don't mistakenly form a preconceived notion that it is vulgar--and I have read part of it, so deep that it is above my apprehension. But I thought I've got something from it anyway, and now and then I will relate the facts in real life to the ideas mentioned in this book. Maybe someday I can have an epiphany, maybe never. The Indian--the author--talked about our soul, love, emptiness, loneliness freedom ect. He just tried to guide you to communicate with your own soul, and find what is love, and what is the relationship between you and the society including people around, 'cause he thought that it was impossible to describe what is soul and what is love using words. He said we always tend to find a mode to fit in the world, a mode to get along with others, and fall into it, which precisely restrained us from finding our soul and understand how it worked. Additionally, contrast to what we reckoned before, when you forced yourself to be a popular person that was talkative and outgoing in a way against your will, which was a process of formulating a mode, he said you were getting far away from your soul and isolating yourself instead of integrating into the communities.