my grandfather

My grandfather passsed away on Dec 4 ,2015 solar calendar,and lunar calendar is Oct 23,2015.

My grandfather passed away on Dec 4, 2015 of the solar calender, which is the Oct 23 ,2015 of the lunar calender.

I was very sad when i listened to bad news,only after about 4 days i went home to visit ,he would die.
I am very sad ,

I was very sad when I received the bad news , and it was only 4 days after I went home to visit him that he would be dead .

On Dec 5 2015 i went home with my son and my husband to attend his funeral,during my father's funeral i and my young brother quarreled with my father、my aunt and my grandma since the contradiction between my mother and my aunt who is married with my father that stirred up by a custom for sweeping my father's coffin.

On Dec 5 2015, I went home with my son and husband to attend his funeral . During the funeral , my younger brother and I quarreled with my father, stepmother and grandma , and it all stemmed from the differences between my mother and my stepmother, who is married to my father now, over a custom as to how my grandfather's coffin should be swept and by whom.

This matter should be done by my aunt according to law as my mother and my father have divorced for about twenty yeras,but my mother also wanted to do because my mother lived together with my grandfather all the time,and my mother dosen't marry ,so my mother also want to do for my grandfather,actually,i also support my mother,in our heart we are still live in a family and my grandfater is belong to us.

This customary task should be done by my stepmother , if we followed tradition ,since my mum and father had divorced about twenty years ago. But, my mother also wanted to perform the task and, because she had been living with my grandad all these while and have not remarried, felt that she should do it as well. I supported my mother : my mother is still part of our family, just like my grandad was one for all of us.

i was angry with this that ingore our feeling completely.my mental is hurt seriously.even i hated them for this matter.i was very angry with my grandma who abused and let my mother to go away from this home.i quarreled angrily with my grandma,she may recoginze her mistake.

I was angry that they totally ignored our feelings on this matter ,and I was very hurt . I would dare say that I even hated them for doing this to me. I was also very angry with my grandma for verbally abusing my mother and not stopping my mother when she ran out of the house .I quarreled fiercely with my grandma over these , and that might have made her recognising her mistakes later.

After my father was buried ,the next day i went back,i don't want to see them forever.
from that on i am hurt seriously on my mental ,i can't recover my normal state.it has influenced my mood for about three weeks,now once i rememmbered this matter ,i am very sad.

After my grandfather was buried , I stay there for one more day before I went home . I do not wish to see them ever again for the emotional pain they had caused me . I could not recover my usual state of mind , and it had affected my mood for nearly three weeks. Even now , when I recall what had happened, I will still be very sad.

Meanwhile ,i very miss my grandfather ,he is very kind to me .last night i dreamed of him，and he still cares my live and now he is very relieved.

I still miss my grandfather very much as he was very kind and affectionate towards me . Last night , I dreamt of him  and, in the dream , saw that he still cared about my well-being and seemed relieved with that.

wherever you are i hope you are very great!

Wherever you are ,I hope you find peace.