The humane charm

Nowadays I often think what kind of person am I?
Am I considerate?
Am I a good woman as daughter-in raw law, wife, older sister and mother.
After I got married, I found my faults everywhere.
I expect If I were an adult, I will would be skillfull in my office and act wisely so to reduse reduce any unnecessary couples fights stress in the home. As well as I should have been be a loving mother because my dream is having a baby.
But in reality, my foolish action occur reget and I blame myself so I lose confidence.
I am on maternity leave. But now I feel that I do not have any a job.
It is not that I am unhappy but I want to be a attractive person.
My husband has not changed but I am
olny that kind of person.

The humane charm

Nowadays I often think what kind of person am I?

**** Nowadays I often think what kind of person I am.
Am I considerate?
Am I a good woman as daughter-in raw, wife, older sister and mother.

****Am I a good woman? A good daughter-in law, wife, older sister and mother?

After I got married, I found my faults everywhere.
I expect If I were an adult, I will be skillfull in my office and act wisely so reduse unnecessary

***I expect that as an adult, I should be a skilled worker and act wisely,responsibly and squable/ argue less with my partner at home.

 As well as I should have been a loving mother because my dream is having a baby.

*****I aspire to be a loving mother because my dream is to have a baby. 
But in reality, my foolish action occurs reget and I blame myself so lose confidence.

**** my foolish actions cause regret. I blame myself and as a result I am less confident. 

I am on maternity leave. But now I feel that I do not have any job.
It is not I am unhappy but I want to be a attractive person.

*****It is not that I am unhappy it's just that I want to be a  nice, honest, kind-natured person 
My husband has not changed but I am
olny that kind of person.

only which kind of person?