lwd8260's notebook entry: Mar 11, 2011 i've always been thingking about what kind of life i want to live. i've just made up my mind to prepare for the TOEFL and i've been working hard in Japanese all the time since my university begins.As a result of trying to manage two different foreign languages,i have to recite lots of vocabulary and read articles again and again.i don't talk to people much often and feel like showing no interests in attending any kind of activities.What i usually do to relax myself is just to go to the gym to do some sports. In face,i don't think the person i described above is real me.i used to be very talkative and outgoing.i used to be a person who had endless topics to come up with and was willing to show the talents i owned.i know that what has changed is the great deals of pressure instead of my character.i look forward to going abroad and studing in a famous university that can help me to have a excellent professional career. i will never regret what i have choisen.i will go for my goal with no spare efforts.