Face the challenge

Hello everyone. It's my first time writing a passage in the italki notebook to practice my English.
I have been studying English for 10 years, but I think my English is still very poor especially my oral English . I think there are so many reasons that lead to this situation. First, we students learn English just want to take a test so the only thing we have got is cramming. We studied quantities of grammars but I've already forgotten almost everything I have learned. Second, I lack the opportunities to communicate with native English speakers. Last, I think I am always afraid to make mistake so I don't dare to communicate with English speakers.

I really envy someone who can speak English frequently. I set my mind on improving my English skill and I will never give up this time.
I hope I can find a partner to study with together,and I believe I can do this.

Hello 樊人的樊.

I don't think your written English is so bad. Just remember to always use a capital (big) 'I' before a verb - even if it is not at the start of a sentence. I think you should be brave and start speaking - the first is the most difficult and after that it gets easier. Especially if you are talking to the same person.

Hope this helps

Bob