Bad mood

Strange feeling…I guess it’s because of autumn. I always feel depressed and sad at this time of year. It’s raining outside and I have no intention to go for a walk. Actually I would not like to go anywhere even if it wasn't raining. I’ve been reading books in English for 3 days already. I really like it and it’s really interesting, but I need something else at the moment. It’s my dance lesson tonight. I’m always so excited about it, but not now. I’m not even sure I’ll go. It all seems idiotic because it’s always so easy for me to find something interesting to do, but now I’m absolutely bored. I like coffee. I’ve drunk 3 cups. It has not changed anything. I want nothing literally. I don’t want to be at home because it’s oppressive atmosphere here, and at the same time I have no idea where I want to be. I’m not disposed to chat, read, watch movies, sleep, cook, do anything active (like swimming), even to write all this stuff. I’m an idiot.

Nearly perfect English, Yulia, very idiomatic and flowing too. You've got that going for you at least! But seriously, you sound like you need to talk so feel free to message me! :)