Why?..someday I will be Ok

Sometimes it's better not to wake up because there are days when the sun don't shine and everything behind you (=past?) [ahead of you = near future]  it's seems to be dificult.

There are days when you realize about what you have in your life and it's the moment when you think if that what you have it's all you always want and if that it's the life you want to live.

Even when you see the best part of everything, its true that there are mistakes which never will be solves solved.

But what if I move on to a city where nobody knows who I am, maybe it will be a solved but I'm sure if someday I decide to move on I will miss all I have now.

Sometimes you think you friends can help you but when you really have a really mistake you can say nothing about your family to your friends..I HATE THE STEREOTIPES because if I am not alright with my family, why can I act like everything its OK when someone its closer?

I only want to be peaceful in a place where I can be myself without think about the problems that I have today.

Hi, your English is really good.  

I've corrected errors in red and made suggestions in blue. 

You're having a tough time, sorry to hear that.