I am so damn agitated today. All my patience and good temper are gone today! I can not calm down since I have been so busy this week. Teaching,arranging students's activities,preparing students's English speech competetion and get things ready for the intership abroad this summer...and there is an interview of part time singer in a club this friday evening....I am so damn tired and i have been ill for nearly two weeks...i can not control myself well,so i vent anger and show the feelings.... i hate explaining..and now everything just only could irritate me...got brain storm....i can not have a free second to relax my minds...just keep my mind busy ...think about job....oh..job...oh class..oh my ill throat...it still hurt and can not speak loudly...i wish i can get that part time job tomorrow with my ill throat.... i even have no time to eat or to see a doctor...i am nearly annoyed.... and i never mean to lie...why should i do that??there is no need and no reason... i hate that ..and i do hate explaining something that never happen.. coughing....just keep coughing.,,.and i am dying,,.