Miffy's notebook entry: Feb 21, 2011 Hear that you cut hair came to South America, great changes have taken place in your life. The long story you can gradually I am interested in it, if you would tell me!^_^ In the past 3 years I went to college and chose Russian as my specialty. I want to learn German, but there is something wrong. Many times I feel upset, my life is far away from my dream land. I never give up to look for your address. Until 2 month ago I find Lana. I find that she is friendly as 3 years ago, I am so happy that she hasn’t forget me. But I didn’t ask her about your address, I don’t know why , even 5 days ago I got it, I can’t write anything immediately. These years I tried many ways, almost every week type “germanmail”, although I know it won’t be open again. I thought I must write a long long mail to you when got your address. But I haven’t. Some times you keep walking to a place, you have never doubted of it. Finally One day you are close it, in front of your eyes it’s light , cloud ,shine, silhouette. At the minute Fear came over you. You see it shining, but can’t walk close to it. All kinds of feeling well up. In Chinese “5 bottles of different flavours overturned in the heart”.If..if he forget me ? if he rewrite you politely and become strange? Or if he changes his taste? That was my hesitate moment. However every cloud has a silver lining ,faith can move mountains love will always find a way .every thing happens for a reason .where there is life, there is hope.