English is so difficult for me!!! I was said to be quite good at English in senior high school, I could got the highest marks in most of the English exams. Since we only practised to handle the written examinations, and my teacher did not tell us to practise oral English, I did not realize what English is composed, and I thought it was easy. I entered university in 2004, and as most people expected, my major is English. We took more time learning and correcting our pronunciation, we always have special lessons for grammar, all of them were too hard for me. I felt helpless and disappointed sometimes, and I could not got high marks again. It is a shame that I can even not use English freely now. I use English everyday, I use it to send hundreds of emails to our customers all over the world, and I also use it to chat with friend abroad, most of the time it is not too hard to express my opinions, and we can understand each other. But when some friends help me to correct my essays or emails, they will find lots of grammar mistakes. Can I find a better way to remeber grammar again in a short time?? How can I make it standard? Where shall I start with? I hope I will have more time after work, then I will take more practice. I hope that I can speak English fluently and write without any mistake one day, it is a dream in my life, I hope it will come true before I get toooooooo old. Sunny, you must do it!