Today

I'm not okay. I got a job and/ but it doesn't require me to use English. My English skill/ ability is going down suffering as a result. 
I got have/ have got some foreign friends and we talk a lot...we learn mistakes from each other* :)) I realized that when I made mistakes they still understand me...so I keep making mistakes everyday. One day, my friend told me that I should forget him because I told him "Hey I can't understand what you are saying", He said he didn't want to hurt me; didn't want to make me angry and so we never meet anymore (??? I can't understand what happened). I hate language barriers! That's why I keep practising English..........

Good luck :-)

*do you mean "we correct each other's mistakes"?

Today

I'm not okay. I have found/got a job and it doesn't require me to use English*. My English skill is going down.
I got/have some foreign friends and we talk a lot...we learn mistakes from each other* :)) I realized that when I made make mistakes they still understand me...so I keep making mistakes every day. One day, my friend told me that I should forget him because I had told him "Hey I can't understand what are you are saying", He said he didn't want to hurt me, didn't want to make me angry and that we should never meet (??? I can't understand what happened). I hate the language barrier! That's why I keep practising English..........

*I don't need to use English

*we learn from each other's mistakes